My Life as Stu Pickles

"Stop calling me a lost cause, stop calling me a victim"

— lyrics

"I’m so sick of the battle, the struggle
The worried words and frantic stares"

— Lyric ideas

"If I die young, carve my name into a tree and throw my ashes out to sea."

— lyrics

"I’m feeling so worthless
I’m drowning in doubt
And if this river takes me
Would I even swim out?
The shore’s what scares me
Not the pull of the tide
And if I’m pulled downstream
Maybe I’ll come out alright"

— Doubt

"I’m having flashbacks of a car crash
That happened when I was sixteen
And I’m terrified of the drivers seat
Because that’s an end I don’t want to meet"

—

Haven’t posted lyrics in a while

So here ya go.

"I’m living in, my own stained glass misery
My mind is filled with, faded imagery
Blurred out faces and burnt out places
I’m haunted by the ghosts of yesterday
I’ve been running in fixed races
But I try and say, everything’s okay
Can you feel the entropy that’s tearing me apart?
I only survive by turning you into art
/
I’ve been digging my own grave
I’m not a soul for you to save
So don’t throw me a rope
I’m not clinging to your hope
/
The weight of the memory chains me down
The constant grey hanging over this town
I can’t stand the old memorial arch
Or the beauty of Stephens Green park
I just get lost in my own fucking head
Where the light never seems to spark
And the darkness never recedes
And the blood always seems to bleed"

—

This is a song about the bittersweet memories of love lost

In the angriest possible way possible

This is a song I’ve been meaning to write for about two years.

Let me know.

"We’ve been losing sleep, wasting time and calling it quits
It’s the hard truth of bitter youth that we can’t deal with
Growing up is making mistakes you can never take back
And learning to live with embracing what we lack -"

—

Lyrics I wrote, probably too long for an actual song I dunno (via bearsdale)

Wrote this early. Tell me opinions please

"We’ve been losing sleep, wasting time and calling it quits
It’s the hard truth of bitter youth that we can’t deal with
Growing up is making mistakes you can never take back
And learning to live with embracing what we lack -"

— Lyrics I wrote, probably too long for an actual song I dunno

"I made a list of all my problems
And told myself I’m doing fine
Because it’s pointless to dwell
And I’m just wasting my time
But I ignored my own advice
Just like I always do
So I’m trying to hide
Away in my bedroom
/
I keep myself up with coffee
Always afraid to close my eyes
Because the nights tear me apart
And no matter how hard I try
I’m left restless and weary
Trying to work this all out
And I hate my own skin
I’m so filled with self doubt
/
I spent the past few months
Climbing from the gutter to the curb
And for what it’s worth
It doesn’t seem to hurt
/
I’m clinging to tomorrow
Hoping that it’s better
Change may come slowly
So I’m writing a letter
A series of tangents
Addressed to a distance friend
I need the distraction
And I need to use this pen"

—

I’ve maybe a hundred new followers since the last time I updated, so yeah I’m in a pop punk band called Call It Off and I write lyrics sometimes and post them here.

This is an untitled song, it’s about feeling pretty down on yourself even when you know you shouldn’t be, because knowing you’re sad about nothing doesn’t make you happy.

Yeah.

"I’ve been walking miles every day
Looking for something worth holding onto
But all I’m finding is glass on the ground
And it’s digging into my feet
/
I made a list of all my problems
And told myself I’m doing fine
Because it’s pointless to dwell
And I’m just wasting my time
But I ignored my own advice
Just like I always do
So I’m trying to hide
Away in my bedroom
/
I keep myself up with coffee
Always afraid to close my eyes
Because the nights tear me apart
And no matter how hard I try
I’m left restless and weary
Trying to work this all out
And I hate my own skin
I’m so filled with self doubt
/
I spent the past few months
Climbing from the gutter to the curb"

—

I wrote the guts of a song tonight

What y’all think

Still needs some pretty heavy work

(via bearsdale)

In case ya missed it last night